Thorn

I found there are two person inside ourselves. One is distracted by the world, he wanted to stay, with fame, richness and long lasting different desires at times. Another, he is revealed when we found God. And this is our real self.
This one is rather different and raises questions to those who haven't break through the first shell and live with the second self. They wondered why we prefer to go to church rather than packing ourselves inside a warm blanket on a cold, lazy Sunday morning.
They wondered why we are not that panicked and murmured on our own each time we had problem. They don't understand why we love to call on the God's name anytime. They cannot feel the delight inside our heart when we say grace before a meal, instead they took up the spoon and just engulfed, they felt giving thanks for what they have is unnecessary.
Because they earn the food by themselves, they earn the money by their hard works, efforts, their wisdom. Yet they didn't open up their eyes to see where do the crops coming from, where do their health and mind and thinking come from. And if you asked, they would tell, it just exists. What an answer. If you asked them, why would there be human? They would say, human comes from monkey. What a humor. And if you asked further to them, would you fear of death? They would say yes, because they don't know where would they end up after death.
I tried my best to be a good person as I felt thankful to God for letting me knowing the truth, the light and the way. His words is the best illuminator of my path. AND He placed a thorn inside myself so that I wouldn't be so proud for what I am. And that thorn, sadly, it's you.